Brother, Please take encouragement from these good men and have the courage to step out in what you know God has for you in your life. It sounds like you've made it to breaking point and every Christian will tell you this is when we need God the most. You say you need to leave. If you're absolutley sure about that, and that the financial situation is the only thing thats keeping you locked into this relationship then, I assure you GOD WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN. He is faithful and loving and wants what's best for you. He is not just rich in Grace and Mercy but he can solve your financial difficulties aswell. I am not telling you what to do or even what you should do, but I trust and pray that you will seek and find God's guidance. In Love Steve |