Hej my name is Ffuts. I have just mead Compation on another Forum. Him and i came to talk curse he liket my post. Then he told me he was a Christian, and ower friendship was seald. I have been a Christian all my life but when i became 19 i realised i was also a BL. I have hatet my self for the parst 10 years and thort god hatet me too. My faith told me i was a sinder whorty of only eternel comdimnation. Then 1 year ago i had a nervus break down, and had to seek a Psychiatrist. But god leat me to a psychiatrist who was also a christian. He has thourt me a new way to look apon my christian faith and that god dont hate me but loves and forgives me for my sinds. To day i am a free man, loved by god and caresst by his son Jesus christ. I am still a BL and i will always be cuse i cant thange that, and i dont whant to ether, but i can now se the differens betveen love and sex. I relly love boys and it is a part of who i am. I hope i can bee a suport here too If you whont to know more please arske Love and god bless you all Ffuts |