Thanks, I really appreicated your posts. I am happy that I found this place, and hope that I can make new freinds here and with your prayers and support overcome, or overcome or come to realise what my feelings mean. I took some time to e-mail some of you. So I will make this post short, so you don't get sick of hearing from me. I know it has been only a day, but each day I feel I am getting better at understanding and focusing my feelings. I know that we all have that gift, of knowing that we are able to relate to boys really well. They look up to me and unlike most adults I do not take that forgranted. They see that I listen to them and care about what they say. I hope that God can use this gift in me as he sees fit. Well I am off to youth group, keep me in your prayers~ TJ |