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Submitted by LFULord on March 10 2000 21:24:28
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Hello everyone. I was reading this board. And originally I got depressed. Then I felt interested. You see, I was 2 years ago, very much into the "internet gay" lifestyle. Porn, chats, and meetings with a few phone calls. But a rededication of my life changed my out look on what I was doing. However, I have struggled with and still struggle with what the normal world would call being gay. But it's really a love and passion for boys. Now I am wondering, how do you guys see this? All I want to do with my life is work with youth. I was going to be a youth pastor. But now I feel like I should be a choir director. (Little side note, my favorite thing is watching boys who can dance! YEAH! so I want to start a showchoir) But I'm very confused. I read these posts and I think to myself, these people are saying that "boylove" is a gift... Homosexuals and Hetrosexuals. All who love the Lord. It seems very welcoming. Please, I'd like to talk with some people some time. I have AIM and AOL. Screen name LFULord. I would like to chat with both older and younger. I'm sick of my one gay friend trying to tell me you can be an active gay and still be a good Christian example. I don't believe that. I feel that I really want to LOVE boys... that is a love of CHrist. Be their friend. But Satan gives me such a sexual desire. It hurts. Please help me out. Thanks Christopher |
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