Re: Some do very much
Submitted by P.D. on April 30 2000 15:19:38
In reply to Re: Some do very much submitted by Forgiven on April 30 2000 07:25:12
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Nice that your from England: I like the country´s history, art and literature. Perhaps I could place a poem on the forum once or twice? I will tell about my discovery of boylove. I always knew that I had feelings for men. When I was five years old, I already had erotic fantasies about men. It was always a special kind of men that I was attracted to, and sometimes I still am. When I was sixteen, I fell in love with a boy about the same age. It was a disaster: he was heterosexual and just a stupid kid. I tried to enter the gay scene but I could not: I still think it´s a place full of lies. Through a letter in a magizine I started to correspond with a 33-year old man. I became his friend and we live now almost four years together. He is more a boylover then a gay. He introduced me into this very high and special type of love. I had to say, I was affraid in the beginning, but later on I saw that young boys are real and not so unreal as gays and that there beaty is far more higher then the monsters you see on gay postcards. I think it is part of my personality: years ago I needed an older friend, now I´m ready to enjoy a young boy. This week I hope to get e-mail and all boylovers can send me e-mail. I´m not affraid of people finding out. I have pictures of beautiful nude boys on my walls, for everyone to see. It is the way you stand in society, how people judge you. Be not affraid of your feelings. It is thrue that sex offenders are treated as patiens in Holland. Sometimes they are locked up for the rest of their lives. But to honest boylovers those things do not happen. All the hate you see in the USA, in Russia, in Italy, in Holland we find this strange, not-Dutch, intollerant. When the first Dutch anti-boylove website came on the internet, most people were against it. The people who made it, are now arrested and the site is still not working complete. I think it never will. Privacy is very important in this country. Perhaps you think Holland is paradise, but it is not so. Friendly and unfriendly people you find everywere. And, let say, the south of Holland, were I grew up is very untollerant to gays and boylovers. Now I live in Maassluis, north of De Nieuwe Waterweg, near Hoek van Holland. My friend thinks we visit Brittain within a couple of years. Would be nice, he? Bye. |
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