I thank you all for what you have told me. You see, I went and visited my YF because he lives about 45 minutes away. And I miss him all the time. We only get to see each other about 4 times a year at max. But those four times are such a blessing. The cool thing is his parents don't care about it. They enjoy seeing me "play" with their son! But I went and saw a performance of his. And after this performance, he just didn't even really show any emotion to me. Then I told him to come over here. And we talked. That's what I love. He was destracted. He just got done with a huge performance. So emotions are flying everywhere. After I pulled him into the world we set for ourselves, it was A and me again! He smiled. He reminded me that the reason I'm here is for me to encourage him as a Christian and not for me to get "pleasure" out of. Thanks to those of you who helped me and spoke with me. I can't explain how much of an encouragement you've been. God Bless you! Comforted (I hope this name isn't taken) |