Christian Boylove Forum

Desperately looking for a lost love


Submitted by Sam's Toy on May 07 2000 17:25:36

Hi,

My name is John. Some people may know me as Sam’s Toy. I am 33 years old and I am looking for a man I knew 23 years ago. I have been struggling lately with a dangerously deep depression and feel the need to find the only man who was able to pull me from these depths so many years ago.

This wonderful caring man would be either 54 or 55 years of age at this time. He showed me such understanding and love and I truly believe that if he hadn’t been there for me that I would have never survived my childhood. I have tried to find him but due to the popularity of his name it has made my search an impossible task.

Due to the intimacy of our relationship I will not mention your name but I know that you were and still must be a boy lover so in a last ditch effort I decided to post my plea here.

I need to find you now. I need to tell you how much I cared for you and how much of an impact you made on my life. I need you to know that I never forgot what you have done for me and you were always in my heart. I need you to reassure me that I’m O.K. and that things will work out like you did so many years ago. I know that the chances that you will see this are slim but I can’t think of anything else to do. I only pray that for once God will answer my prayers and bring you back into my life. I’m not sure that I can include a picture here, so visit my page, go to Autobiography and view the picture in Chapter 7. If you recognize me please contact me. I’m falling apart and I need you now as much as I needed you then.
(I'm sorry, I'm not very religious and the only ones who should look at my website are those who may possibly be the person I speak of. This may offend some of you but please don’t send any “God loves you” messages)

PS. If anyone else knows of lists like this one please contact me with an address. I want to post this anywhere where it is likely for a boy-lover to hang out. It is my only hope now.


Thank you all for listening,
John




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