that i should keep quiet....but the thing is, ive been friends with H for a while, about 2 summers...and well it turns out there were great friends, and i know that i shoulda just went to my job and used that as an excuse, but i care about the boy, and well i wanted to, actually needed to come clean, i was hoping and praying that even if she ssaid stay away from H, that shed also say its ok, i understand...u see no one understands,IRL that is...everyone except my psych...who i only saw 3 times before i couldnt go anymore...sighh..i was just hoping that she would say it was ok....cause she knows how much i care about H, and knows that i would never do anything to hurt him..sighhh ohhh welll... -wondering if a Tempest will turn into a hurricane |