Re: I think...
Submitted by Pendragon on June 01 2000 15:21:11
In reply to I think... submitted by zip on June 01 2000 13:48:21
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Hi zip, Thanks for the follow up. It is a very difficult path indeed for me. When I am with a boy and he is cuddled up to me I am certainly happy to live in the moment and enjoy it for what it is. But I am too often drawn away as you say "to what I could do to get further". It is something I battle with constantly. I wish I could just live in that moment forever and float away but I know I am contstantly drawn into sexual thoughts that tear me up. I dont know how else to be. I am a boylover and I can smell their hair when they are in my lap, and I automatically wrap my arms around them and they lay their little arms on top of mine and I get aroused. Do you deal with this? Do you all? Is it just me? The basis here is to try to deal with our sexual feelings with our faith, yes??? So no one is denying that we do have sexual feelings for boys. And when they cuddle up am I supposed to not be aroused? I dont know. There are times I suppose when I am less aroused but it is just natural to me. Thats all for now. Im just confusing myself now. Bye. -Pendragon P.S. - Thanks for welcoming me back. Its been a little while I know. Ill try to be more regular. |
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