Re: Who Are We?
Submitted by Pendragon on June 01 2000 15:56:55
In reply to Re: Who Are We? submitted by Ford Prefect on June 01 2000 15:36:17
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Dear Ford, I dont know how old you are now but I can only imagine myself as a young you! The need to be "the most important person" to some of these boys is so very imperative to me right now as it defines who I am to me. If sexual thoughts and desires are no longer a threat to you then I commend you! The sexual thoughts and desires for me that I turn to autoeroticism are most definately a threat to me. The thoughts I have turn to real life situations sometimes and I need to "Run for my life!" (do you watch Frasier??? :0) haha) Anyway, I hate to use the word but I believe that I have "evolved" as a boylover from the time I was 11 and in the 6th grade and had a "crush" on the two cutest little 2nd grader twin boys who would see me and say "Whats up doc?" because they saw me eating a carrot once! I evolved into a stage in high school where I had 2 very special boys who I could afford to go see and do stuff with every once in a while on the side from seeing them every week during club nite. Now I am a man who loves them all and has them over for sleepovers and movies and any free time I have to spend I can find one of them to do something with! So, yes, I am at the stage maybe you were at years ago when you had an episode I believe with a boy but I am desparately trying to avoid that as much as I am continuously growing closer to it. Does that make sense? I dont know. Thanks again for your time. God bless, -Pendragon "Run for your life!" "Run for your life!" Martin Crane to Frasier when asked to come in and "subtly" make a phrase to how he sees things between Frasier and Lilith. :) |
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