I'm sorry to say,
Submitted by Huck Finn on June 05 2000 03:58:06
In reply to so-long, farwell, good-bye... submitted by Huck Finn on June 04 2000 16:04:21
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that wasn't my last post. It's about 2:50 in the morning where I live and I can't sleep. I've got too much to do and I thought I needed to stop and tell you something that's on my mind. You see I need some prayer. There's so much to do before I leave at noon, but there's just so much on my mind I feel like crying. You see, I was at a friends house last night so I didn't talk to my mom who was in the hospital. I go to visit her before I go home and I find out she went through emergency surgery for her condition. She's not in the Cardiac Care Unit. And I went and visited her at 1 AM... and it's the last time I'll see her till I get home from camp. Maybe the last time I'll see her alive. She's only 49. And when I said ok mom I'm going to go, she just started crying and was able to actually muster enough energy to say, "Please don't go yet. I miss you." Nothing is worse than having to leave your mother's bed (possibly her death bed) to go to another state. But you know what? God needs me at this camp. I don't know why. I can't get it off my mind. So many things have happened, yet he makes it obvious to me that I MUST go this summer! So please, keep me in mind. I'm really having a hard time... I leave you with this song: I cast all my cares upon you. I lay all of my burdens down at your feet. And anytime I don't know what to do, I will cast all my cares upon you. (Psalty Praise, Cares Chorus Huck Finn regretfully signing off. |
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