Hello Dunstin, I'm glad you're here. I'll have to make this a quick message since I'm having a flexible sigmoidoscopy (camera up my ass) done tomorrow and the preparations for it are keeping me going (so to speak). I, and probably most of us, went through similar experiences when we were younger and wondered the same things you're wondering. I've come to accept my way with boys as a gift, one that needs to be used both generously and wisely. None of us should bury our talent or spend much time agonizing over why this abiilty and not another. We need to be grateful for what we've been given and use it to help bring God's love to others. Gotta run :-) ---Ford |