Ask yourself that question anytime you wonder about your activity with your cousin. I have the same problem with some of mine, but I am always around other peopel so I never lose control. I think if I were alone with my cousin in my present state of mind, I would do something I would regret. God has given me too much to risk the temptation of sin. Our God is distant, silent, and abstract; and we can only ask him through prayer to slowly, I mean slowly It's a bit hard to understand God's love until you've read his Loveletter. God speaks very clearly through His Word. Pray about these things. I'll pray for you too. Dunstin |