I want you to know that I am praying for you, brother. But what I REALLY want to impress upon you is God's incredible love for you. He sent His son to our earth to teach us, love us, and ultimately die for us. Did we deserve any of it? Have ANY of us ever lived the perfect life (boylover or not)? I doubt it. It is for us, with all our imperfections, that He died to utterly destroy the power that sin and death had over us. ALL of us....no matter what we might think of ourselves. And it is our Father who can enable us to grow in Him, and in His very likeness, through the life-giving power of His Holy Spirit.

Please don't let this event in your life get you down or discourage you. His love and grace will always be with you to help and guide you through literally any problem you might have, or be having, at any time of your life...you can count on it. God Bless you, brother.

Love,
Chris