Hi Clare - Funny how coincidences are. I haven't logged in much in weeks but I happen to be stuck in an airport right now and so I thought I would kill some time and log in. I'll take some time to answer your questions off-line and then post them as soon as I can. I am happy to share my story so that other can gain a better understanding of what it was like growing up the perfect kid in the perfect world with a horrible secret that I could never share. Be patient :-) You are not alone. Ben |