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Re: I am an failure!


Submitted by Love on June 18 2000 22:45:17
In reply to Re: I am an failure! submitted by Mark on June 18 2000 21:25:24

Thank you, Mark:

One of the problems was that while (as a child) I did not want to become an adult, I also feared associating with children. I was in foster care. Half of the children were mentally deficient, 25% were sociapathic, and the others were rejected intraverts like myself.

I cannot know anything about a boy, anymore than I can know about family life. I was made into a male prostitute by the County of Los Angeles and all I was able to do was run away at 15 to secure my own integrity.

As a professional worker, I used a microscope to detect early signs of cancer. I cannot even work with other adults. Now, because technology has left me behind, I cannot even get a job anymore. How in the world could I help a boy?

I do not mean to sound overly focused on myself. I really do not matter that much in the scheme of things. I am just frusterated that I have become so completely worthless.

Thank you for responding to my message.


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