Re: First time Post
Submitted by Johnny__ on July 21 2000 17:40:44
In reply to First time Post submitted by B-Bobby on July 21 2000 14:26:27
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Dear B-Bobby, I'm younger than you (22 exactly, so answering to who asked it to me), and I suffer a lot when all what is around me doesn't allow me to be near to a friend/boy; really I'm not attracted by children, even if it's possible for everyone's mentality to come back to childhood and to feel old emotions mixing them to the actual ones; if this happens to a boylover, he looks at childhood with desire and pain (remembering a happiness that at the moment is no more actual); surely a boy that is not yet a man have some lovely features (only who doesn't want to grow up immediately, thing that happens to some people) in behaviour and in body shape (I personally think that the beauty of a young man reaches the maximum at 16, but I think it's more a fact than an opinion) the problem is that many people don't feel this attraction to boys that almost everyone in this forum feels and this is the only reason of this being considered a problem by society - we know how much violence is in this world and sometimes this violence is tolerated too - in my nation (Italy - so I'm telling another information to all who want to know) they recently did a law that is against pedophilia and in this law is included who give a look to a website with pre-pics or trade through irc - the law allows to imprison who have sexual acts outside of Italy; I think they should think to drugs, prostitution, mafia and to improve school system before doing these laws what I want to say to you is: the fact we love boys is a natural thing, who says that it's immoral or anormal just doesn't understand the problem, or because he's not capable of thinking without following what society says, surely because he doesn't feels these emotions and so he doesn't need them - when a man wants something he can modify his own mind to accept it, for example in the christian "inquisition" period who said he was not a christian could be imprisoned; some people were burnt and perhaps they didn't do anything wrong - society has changed but just because of philosophy and science's progress, surely not because people have become more intelligent or sensible I perfectly understand your pain - for me adult life has just began, I hope to find my way to not letting boy-loving hurt myself ------------------------------------------- I conclude better explaining my first post: When in my first post I wrote that sometimes it was possible a sexual relationship to happen, I wanted to say that when you're really friend, during adolescence, it's possible that a strong friendship goes deeper and it's surely the most natural way, it's what I always wanted, even if I never went so deeper because the friends I had were not interested in boys; it's so a difficult chapter, because it's not the same of being gay, even if it involves homosexual desires; actually I'm searching for the more guys I can of my age who have my same need, if I just find a way to finally share those emotions I think I'll do a good thing for my future in the next message I'll speak about my mystic experience (I see many of you are interested in it) see you all, brothers in Jesus Christ's Love \ Johnny__ \ |
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