Hi Cat,

I have been going to counseling for 2 years now and it is the same thing, it has helped a great deal in my relationships and how I deal with life and all of the problems past and present. But my sexuality has not changed one bit. Am I holding on? Or is it something that will always be and I just need to deal with it still putting Christ first in my life. Christ knows me better than I know myself He created me, He wants me to have an honest and open relationship with him. So I talk to Him about all of my feelings including loving boys and the attraction that I have for them. He still loves me and has a plan for my life and I know He will work things out in his time, I just cant see the whole picture He does. All of the advice and help we get from others is good and sometimes helpful but this part of your life is between you and God and there is no easy answer to it because we are all different and what works in your life may not work in mine. We are Christians and are suppose to love one another and pray for each other. I love boys and am attracted to them I am not straight maybe I will always be this way so what! I will live for the Lord the best I can anyway.

I am Glad your wife has accepted a sexless marriage for now that must take a lot of pressure of of you for right now. As always I continue to pray for you and your family I know God Almighty can work everything out in your marriage and the rest of your life.

With much love in Christ

God Bless

Blaze