Hi Chris,

I feel good about myself as a BL, I use my love for boys as a gift to help them in whatever needs they have. The sexual attraction I keep to myself and talk with God about it and leave it in His hands and trust in Him to help me in this area.

God made me and knows what I am, He knows my heart that I will only use the being a BL part of my life for the good of boys. So I believe that He is happy that I have chosen to live for Him and use His gift for His will and not my own.

I use to have a problem accepting who and what I am as it relates to being a BL. But I have come to realize that I can't change my feelings and I am OK with that and I know that God is as well. He accepts me for who I am and loves me like a child. I am a child of the Almighty Living God, and I will love the boys he puts in my life like He loves me.

So yes I feel OK about myself and accept the fact that I am A BL, I am happy and do my best to live right before the Lord. Being A BL has given me much joy in my life and I know has brought much joy into many of boys lives also, and I will continue to do so until the day I die.

With much love in Christ

God Bless

Blaze