I really wish that I had been an attractive kid. I was overweight because of my asthma problems, and didn't really ever get out of that. During HS, the end of my aoa, I was teaching martial arts 6 days a week for several hours, so that was when I looked my best... and I really do wish that I had some erotic pics of myself from then. And, to be honest, I wish I had had the courage to be involved with such experimentation that others on this board have reported. I knew that some of my friends were, but I was too shy about it and to afraid of losing my hard-won friends.


~CSL