I asked myself why not, and came up with alot of answers.
1) It's too much. You know, im not God but im pretty sure pushing someone to the point where they want to die, is NOT a good thing.
2) You can't give someone choices without options, I've saught to have sex with guys and everytime it fails, by some astronomical longshot, it's like not having free will.
3) Yeah, I am totally there with CSL, what sense does it make to give me attractions that I cannot make dissapear, or supress (healthily) and then tell me no?

In the end: Why not me?
Because it's a waste. I'm already troubled enough, so let's stack it up on someone who has already lost trust in the one true God because he can't and will not look out the other side of this because he knows from his past that things like this do not pass and never will and since things only get worse and im only eighteen years old and want to die, and don't care about hardly anything anymore except another male who does not not love me back, which is really no surprise, if I want to die now and don't trust God I wonder where i'll be in 10 years.