I have been abstaining from masturbation since Oct last year. Since then I have only tugged two times and both of those in the last month.

My nuts were starting to get very sore so I took some relief.

I noticed immediately that my whole disposition changed from continually grumpy to light and happy.

That makes me wonder....

If abstaining is meant to be all holy, then why would it make one grumpy and why would relieving yourself bring euphoria.

I mean... I'm not an "if it feels good do it" kind of guy... but surely holiness is not meant to make us feel under bondage to our own body chemistry.

Blessings
Cat.