Re: question
Submitted by marc on 2009-06-26 23:34:06, Friday
In reply to question submitted by Godspell on 2009-06-26 23:03:53, Friday
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i got no issues with homosexuality...to be honest i never believed in something is right or wrong because someone said so...that in itself would make me not care about bein a pedophile...but: i guess the problem i have is ive internalised what people say about pedophiles and because my internal self confidence is weak, im very impressionable on a lot of things. ever since ive realised that i am a pedophile, ive felt the need to justify being around kids. i mean i enjoyed it but i felt dirty and so i needed to feel like the kids were getting a better deal out of it...thats when i met and fell in love with my yfs...thanksfully one of them im not in love with anymore but in either case theyve become the most important ppl in my life and it is through them that i learned it was better to be selfless than selfish. the truth is that they probably like me but it's hard for me to believe it because of my insecurity issues and it feels like how could they truly like or love me when they dont even know who i really am. |
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