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Giving thought to this, I fear my fantasies are full of make believe, like playing games of war, sports, hide and seek, and who can do this or that. Just being with kids is like being in a fantasy world inwhich fantastic imaginations take over and time seems to have no end. Sexual parts are overlook with no thought of them being a prolem as with adults as they are like hands and feet, eyes, head or arms used by the mind and heart for fun. I myself become like alittle child, seeking the joy of true frienship and love in a world of free expression. Voide of judgment. When with adults, or my older friends, I feel the need to face the so called Real World inwhich good and bad, right and wrong nust be a part of all we do or talk about. I feel the Tree of Knowldge in this Garden of the World is of more interest than the Tree of Life that is God's Word. The Bible, only as I grew to full manhood, along with my boyhood dreams did I begin to find true joy as I look to a Real Life in Christ, in a World not made by human hands. I now have Fantasise about this, and Hope that I will one day be in that New World to Come. |