Hi Unique,

You are, indeed, Unique, and you are precious to God, and of immeasurable value in His eyes!

I know it is difficult, but please don't allow yourself to believe that it will always be like this. Even though it seems there is nothing good that can come out of a life like this, it is not true. As we seek to honor God and to be faithful to Him (in how we choose to use and NOT use our sexuality, among other things), He helps us to find our special "niche" in this world. Yes, it may not be what we would have hoped, and it may not be easy, but it can be incredibly blessed and full of freedom and love.

I, too, have chosen to never be inappropriate with boys, and always figured that they would remain "out of reach", and not a part of my life. However, recently God has provided me an opportunity to mentor a young Christian guy, and it has been an incredible blessing to be able to encourage him, pray for him, and help him to grow to be a faithful, God-honoring young man. I have found myself literally overwhelmed by God's incredible grace, that -- though I never asked it of Him -- He has, in a way, allowed me to be a father to this young guy. God is so good! And ... life can be good, too!

I'll be praying for you!

Blessings,
Rainboy