I always assume people on the forum are USA so apologies for jumping to conclusions!
I googled bill weise: yikes almighty I see what you mean!
I think you need to give the gay scene a try and see how you feel about it. If you are determined to stay 'in prayer' as it were then you will know how to cope but the idea of sex just being a bit of fun . . . well it just never is like that because sexuality is so tied in with everything else that a person is. You'll need to find that out for yourself though.