thanks, guys. I never really thought about it from those points of view, but it makes good sense. And I definitely want to continue seeing him. Better not compromise the whole thing.

Now that I think about it, I'm sure he loves me in his own way. He's shown it to me continuously (even taking me by surprise a couple times, oh, THE FUZZIES!), even if he's never actually said it. I guess I just get caught up in my own unruly feelings so often I forget. And forget about God's hand in everything.