Welcome to CBF. I deleted your e-mail address because it isn't secure. Hotmail displays your ip address, which could allow a tech savvy and determined vigilante to trace you. There are several free secure e-mail accounts. I use hushmail myself. Even if you never do anything wrong, just being associated with a site such as this could make you a target for some overzealous people.

I can't really add anything that has already been posted. There's nothing wrong with loving a boy, but you do have to take care not to let it turn into an obsession. I've been there. As long as you keep it healthy, this could be a very fulfilling relationship for you both.

Dakota