Is him. In regaurds to the picture of him as a boy, itbwas a representation of what I once was. I only wanted a boy to fool around with who didn't understand what was going on or what was love, who as young innocent and perfect, I only waned one when I was a boy who wanted to fool around and didn't know what was going on or what love was and I was innocent and perfect. Now that I'm an adult and I finally undestand what it all means (except love, I just know what it doesn't mean now) I Want someon who feels the same way. I couldn't go back to boys bcause it's not what I want in any way. I see some handsome boys her and there but there isn't one that doesn't remind me of scotty or the experieces I had with him. So anyway he has a gf now for almost two years, so I'd assume he doesn't feel the same way. But everybody lies. I'd love to be with him.