isnt so hard when you really want to be with someone , in this case my "young buddy" but you cant for reasons out of your control.

I wont see my YF for 21 days because of events and school holidays etc
I love being in each others company he makes me so happy and appreciated (perhaps appreciateion is a kind of love ?).

In someways i 'look up' to him even he is a fraction of my age.

Has anyone else felt like i am at the moment ? and if so , how can i deal with this kind of 'pain' - i went to church this morning but his mum and him didnt come :(

i still pray each day for him and hope and trust that the Lord will take care of everything !

They say "absence makes the hearet grow fonder" can this also be the case from the angle of the YF ??????

Blessings

hfj