Perhaps you should explore the question of WHY this particular boy has touched your mind and heart so strongly. Is this the first time such a thing has happened to you or have you experienced this before? I know that when my young friend did that to me, it was because of a variety of things. I do have a sexual attraction to boys, but my heart actually over-ruled that attraction for something much deeper and better, which was love. You know it is possible to love different people for different reasons and in different ways. Maybe you could try seeing your relationship with him as just another God given gift of love, and then you won't be as bothered by it or see it as something disruptive to your family or home life.