You can't force your YF to keep you in his life. So instead of trying to figure out a way to do that, you might be better off trying to figure out a way to deal with your obsession with him. He may or may not be a part of your life in the future. But either way, your obsession isn't healthy. In the long run, it will only hurt you, and might hurt him also. I'm sorry I don't have any answers for you.

Dakota