ooh hfj I envy you in every way. You are indeed blessed! I'm praying for it to just happen too, but so far nothing happened :( I guess i can't expect miracles, I have to give something, well, actually, alot from myself too

And I'm sure that God made this path for me and he will eventually show me the light. That is what i'm hoping for.
also!
I wish for you and your YF to be together as long as possible and to be very happy! always love him because he's God's gift and I believe your greatest inspiration