I have no idea how to reply to your question as the right and wrong of your
feelings at such an age is like my own. Reading the Bible, and having an understanding of how it makes you feel can be a problem.

I like having a younger friend, as you like having an oldr friend, and I do not think God has a problem with this.- But look; Lets see what others have to say.- And it is good that you care about how God sees things.
Keep posting. I think we like hearing from you.