I do love the direction you are taking with your devotionals my friend. You know some of us are fortunate to have close Christian friends who are privy to our situation, but some of are not so fortunate. So I would like to add a big "AMEN" to your request that God send us men (or as in my case, women) who can guide us in wisdom. That isn't an easy thing to find in this world, so indeed we need God's help.