Hey Blackstone I know how you feel and no mater how much you think that you understand it is still a hard situation. I had a young friend That left this earth at a very young age, we where so very close. I miss him so much and can't wait to see him again and give him a great big hug and a kiss. I love him so much and could feel the pain that he was doing through. I am so thankful for the Lords salvation and that one day I will see him healthy and perfect what a great blessing and a truly perfect gift and Gods wonderful love for us.

God Bless you Blackstone,

Blaze