It sounds like God is really active and working in your life. I envy you. Even if it isn't always clear or understandable, the fact that God is working with you and thru you is awesome. Hang on for the ride. I've found that when God has worked with me so closely that things can get quite.....uh....interesting. But it has always, ALWAYS, ended up being to the benefit to myself and others. The fact that God takes such an intimate interest in your life shows yet again how much he loves you.

Dakota