I'm so glad I'm not the only one who has this kind of problem. It really hurts when you see boys whom you would love to get to know and interact with, but you just can't do it because your nerves won't let you. And sometimes when I do talk to them (rarely) I just know that they can tell I am all nerved up. I think they think I am some kind of weirdo or something. So hopefully this is slowly beginning to change for me.