Man, you did have a lot to say in one day. I understand how it is, going through difficult times. I wasn't here to comment on your posts on Thursday but I am here now. I dig Youtube myself, especially all the music videos you can find on there. But I have also indulged myself in videos with boys. The best way I have found to stay away from potentially nasty stuff is to combine the two. Music videos featuring boys. Try it sometime, you might like it. You wouldn't believe how many really tallented young boys are out there.