i like what both of you said.

Eldad, when you die and your life flashes before your eyes and you are with god, you will have many memories of your relationship with god in life, and everything adds up so perfectly that you step right into heaven.
If you had a strange relationship with god, when reckoning comes it doesn't add up so well, there is confusion and chaos is death turbulence so it's not so easy to just step across, out of life and into the next world.
And that is what is Mercy, and Grace, and love of Christ.


Church, I feel akin to you, we share the same strength of conviction, nobody agrees with my beliefs, but I swear it's the truth.
Loving children is a way to being close with the most powerful designer of realities. I don't seek power, I'm not a power freak, but there is something very powerful about loving children, so I just go with it.


love & service,
Tabs