reading this, I just remembered I had a dream a while ago about meeting a girl I've never seen or imagined in real life. It was a totally new face I thought (thought both in the dream and in reality) was not possible. I was utterly mesmerized. She was more beautiful than the most ideal boy I've ever seen or imagined, and we were friends! I woke up unbelievably refreshed and with a feeling of hope for life I never knew before. I think maybe (oh, please let it be so!) God was giving me a glimpse of someone I may meet yet. It's a long shot, but why not?