I agree passionately with this post.

I tried to cut out all avenues of boy lookering and fantasy from my life and suddenly the real boys I was seeing appeared in technicolour sexiness like never before.... even in wet dreams which were often MOST distressing.

I remember one where I forced a dearly loved yf to have sex and he was crying his eyes out... one of the worst dreams I ever had.

In the end I've come back to a "take responsibility for my own sexual needs" stance that sees me managing my sex drive using controlled fantasy and masturbation. After much prayer and seeking the Lord and bible study and discussion with the saints, that's the best I can currently come up with.

One last thing... those programs depend on you wanting to use them. As soon as you want the porn more... you find a way to bypass them.

Blessings
Cat.