actually, since I was about 12 I've sort of made it one of my life's goals to be as honest as possible even if it got me in trouble, and it has many times. People who know me are almost afraid to ask stuff since they know i won't lie no matter what. I even 'confessed' to my parents about my not-so-conventional sexuality after they found a poem I wrote about/to my YF, how they figured out it was specifically about him i'll never know, but they asked and I said "yes".

so this situation I'm in right now is especially difficult for me. If i'm not the worst at it, i'm probably in the top 1% or something! (hehe)