I didn't think that would be possible. I suppose it is with some people, I know it isn't with me. Which I guess raises the questions, "Why masturbate if you are using fantasies that God may or (probably) may not like? And how can you do it without feeling guilty about it?" Well, the best way I can reply to those questions would be that I know that I am commited to being celebate, and that I still feel a need to experience sex in some way. I have tried to obstain from masturbation a few times and the longest I have ever gone was a month. By the end of that month I could think of nothing BUT sex. And my dreams were even filled with sexual images and situations. I have found that by regularly masturbating, I don't experience those problems at all. I can be around boys without being bothered by sexual thoughts about them and my daily thought life is filled with other things that are much more productive and I am sure, pleasing to God. For me, masurbation is a kind of release valve. I AM finding, however, that as I get older I do not need to do it as often; nor do I even want to. I guess that is a blessing in disguise.