I had a dream I was organising my yf's funeral and I was totally devestated. I worry about my yf dying often....sigh...

I know he's saved and has eternity to look forward to... but I'm scared because I fear that if I lost him I'd not be able to hide my grief and it would be totally obvious to everyone who knows me how much I love him.

I think it's natural to dream of things we are emotionally worried about. Dreams serve a huge function in processing our emotions.

Blessings
Cat.