It was very therapeutic to get things of my chest so thank you guys for allowing me to vent and appreciating what I had to say, I apologize if some of my language was inappropriate but it was all in the spare of the moment.

I actually thought I was going to get flamed by you all because I know from our past discussions that most of you practice tolerance, compassion and forgiveness towards society's ignorance and wrong-doers, I admire those qualities in you all and I can sure learn from them but unfortunately I've lost my way and become overwhelmed by a difficult life, especially being a physically disabled lonely unhappy Boylover, inevitably its made me into a very hot headed individual especially when it comes to matters of injustice and unfairness. But thank you all for your understanding.