Christian BoyLove Forum #62416
its not that he doesnt like me that he doesnt know me well and is thinking with does my step son to be and this 'other guy' like each other so much etc
basically he is suspicious. how the day unfolded was unfortunate for me ,my battery on the cell going ( my YF was playing on my iphone caused this) and the route we were driving back home on is notorious for bad signal and the mom apologises for not agreeing a time. But never the less i felt really bad about everything - and he certainly made me feel bad. Am not sure as to what i can do to rebuild the trust FULLY again, especially with him ! I suppose the only thing i can really do is to trust in God , because i know that i have never NEVER crossed any boundries or have done or intend to do anything bad.... and that is what is hurting the most, along with i have no idea as to what my YF is thinking/feeling ? is he totally oblivious ? God has seen everything and really knows the truth - and for that reason only i must have the faith that he will repair any damage that may have been caused unintentionally. IN GOD I TRUST |