I feel I might be in trouble if I express my view on this question or issue
of what is on the long list of what most people feel is a sin; as this as they see, is also in the Bible.

I do not feel that it is true when a person says that they "don't care what others think or say." I may feel that way sometimes, but deep down inside, I do have a few people that I do feel "I care."

The Law is the law, no matter if I like it or not; and so is the Truth.
For the most part, I know I am on the list of the sins I feel and do. And I know the ones that have lead me to repent of. I could say that it is "no ones business;" but I know that I often care.

Gay feelings: like the feeling I have for both young males, and for some females, can come under right and wrong desires: And, I know just what they are; and even have tried to study them.

What has come to be a problem for me, is that, are they feelings that the Law and the Bible has addressed. Like how do others read and understood
what it all means?

No one has become what God created us to be; [in my view] We all have need of repentance from sin and the deliverance that Christ Jesus has made possible. And to that end, I am doing my best to be a true christan as much as I understand what this means.

Each one of you have been of great help to me, in that I now know that it has much to do with our male sexuality. The right and good, and the bad and wrong of it.

Solomon said that to the writing of books there is no end. for it is like a Tree of Knowledge. [in my opinion] So knowledge alone is not enough, but the use to which we put it, can give us wisdom and truth; And this is what I seek.

I am glad that you made what I feel was the right decision.

Justine75