Am I willing for God to change me into a straight guy?

If He waves His sovereign hand and BLAM! I'm straight... then sure.

If He gives me a clear direction on how He exactly wants me to proceed... then sure.

If it means I have to run around searching and searching for would be cures... experimenting with possibilities... diging down into anyone who comes along claiming to have a cure.... pulling all my emotions and motives apart and disecting myself 10 was from Sunday... then NO! ABSOLUTELY NOT!

Blessings
Cat.