Christian BoyLove Forum #62652
Hi, everyone :)
After one and a half month of public exams, I am free now :) I saw my yf yesterday, after one and a half month not seeing him. He has grown alot, he is now taller than me. I can really feel it when I hug him, I am so regret I cant see him grow. That was a very brief (5mins) meet, which doesn't help with my missing to him. Everynight during the Exam Period was so harsh that I cant sleep as I always think of him. Now, I have 3 months, I will study overseas. It is so difficult for me to leave him. I cried and pray and hope that I can have more time with him... I know he didn't (probably will not) miss me, this make me really diffcult to 'date' him...... Now, every second with him is of infinite value, and I will cherish each second with infinite effort. I wonder if anyone of you have encountered this kind of situation, I have no idea how I can deal with the overwhelmed feelings... :( Hope that I have made my point clear. Thx alot |